saat ini...

salam...

post mmg xkan ade kene mengena dgn tajuk.. hahaha...
so, recently i watched a movie.. not a new movie, the title was "lucky number slevin"..
good movie... there is a line in that movie that really gets my attention...

"The first time someone calls you a horse you punch him on the nose, the second time someone calls you a horse you call him a jerk but the third time someone calls you a horse, well then perhaps it's time to go shopping for a saddle."

hahahhaa... nice rite...
well, what i think this line means is that, we, as humans always see and believe what we want to believe.. and almost all the time, the things that we believe, always favors to us of course..
and, in almost all cases, we are not willing to admit, or incapable of believing(this is soooo critical)
that we are wrong.. the reason is, our ego of course.. too much ego will kill ya.. better believe that..
and when all the decisions we made ends up giving us a hard time, mayb it is time to follow what others think... maybe they know what is best (i know sum people are sayin "ah, only i know what is best for me")... rite... that is ur ego talking.. if u think that all ur decisions in life aint producing any good for urself, mayb its time to take into considerations what others think..

see ya...

"saat ini hati aku sakit sgt... sape tahu?"

'it aint much but its life'

pelangi emas...

Salam...

heheh.. it has been a long long time eh...

oh well...

pernah x korang percaya sumthing tu sungguh2, but it turns out yg korang sbenarnye percaya pada bende yg sememangnya x betul...

for example... korang suke pelangi... cantik.. indah... berbagai warna... korang pegi kejar pelangi tu... kejar2.. kejar... at last korang find out yg there is nothing there.. kosong... mane ade ape2 sane... xde ape...

amacam? sedikit kekecewaan di situ?

hahaha...

mcm mane perasaan exited and indah yg korang dpt dari mempercayai, or meyakini sesuatu yang korang pasti ialah real.. exited sungguh... tapi perasaan tu mengaburi keupayaan korang utk ingat, bahawa tiada apa di dunia ni yg kekal...

contoh seterusnya... katakan korang sayang satu benda ni... for example, handset... sayang sgt2... function bagus, cantik, kamera seribu mega pixel, dan lain2... korang bwk pegi mane2... fuhh gile berlagak tunjuk kat member2 henset baru... nampak henset org lain, ludah.. sbb x sehebat henset korang walaupun henset lain tu sembilan ribu megapixel ke ape ke.. hahaha.. kan...

satu ari, henset tu jatuh dlm tandas.. setel.. hancur... amacam? kecewa? sedih?

nak mengamuk satu dunia? nak salahkan sape? takdir? diri sendiri? nak maratap kat langit marah2?

jangan...

sbb pada awalnya kita ni x seharusnye letak harapan or sayang bende tu lebih dari kite sayang empunya segalanya.. Tuhan.

jgn kite hidup dlm fantasi diri kita sendiri sampai lupa yg semuanya xkan kekal.. semuanya bkn seperti ape yg kite rancang, bkn ape yg kite nak..

fikirkan dalam2, ape yg kekal, dan ape yg sementara... just sbagai renungan.. okeh..

salam....

'it aint much but its life'

oh yeahhh!!!

salam...

yeayy.. dapat lagi logo untuk dipersembahkan...
sila nikmati... hehehehe...

4 Microsoft Technology Specialist exam yg kene amek.. name2 exam tu semua yg tertera di sbelah tu...





lepas dah amek 4 exam yg kat atas tu, baru la bole amek Professional punye exam.. ini la die.. hehe

rase happy gile lak dpt cert2 ni semua.. hahahaha... best!
ok la, jumpe lagi...

Salam....

'it aint much but its life'

my baby and the tiny orange ball...

eloooo...

below are a few pictures of my baby and the tiny orange ball.. hehehe... my baby goes by the name of Butterfly Senkoh Super 95-S.. hoho.. and the rubber is Palio Macro Pro.. but i just call her Tommy.. i name everything Tommy... i dunno why.. my mechanical pencil that i bought when i was 13 is also named Tommy.. even the cats at the cafe are all Tommys.. it is usual for me to say things like "okeh, aku namekan ko Tommy" or "ape kate kite namekan die Tommy" or "hennnnaaaaaa Tommy" or just plain "Tommy".. huhu...
I love her very much.. she gives me the absolute satisfaction of smashing.. oh my oh my... the backhand smash, aaahhhh~~ nice.. so nice..

see that.. it is a Butterfly...

it is a single ply hinoki... soft feel with high speed...

oh did i mention that my baby is a j-pen(Japanese Penhold)? hehe.. yeahh.. i'm a j-pen..

i love table tennis... i wish i can play it everyday... *tah hape2 ayat macam budak darjah 2*...
well, playing pingpong gets my mind off things.. which is good.. u guys should try it.. hehe..
till next time, bye2..

'its aint much but its life'

oh my oh my sunshine...

for the past couple of months i've been taking professional certification courses and it was darn tiring but of coz beneficial..
first, i took the Juniper's courses... kalo skang ade sape2 yg tertanye Juniper tu ape, sile google.. hohoho.. then Cisco, after that Microsoft...
professional cert ni bile kite dah pass je, die akan bg kite login ID ape semua, and kite bole amek cert kite online.. and bole download logo kite.. utk ape logo ek?
logo tu utk letak kat resume, notice board ke, website, blog, dahi majikan kite, well mane2 kite suke la kan.. utk tunjuk la yg kite ni dah certified.. tah hape2 bukan?
hahaha poyo2 je.. ah pedulik ape aku, aku study susah payah nak certified, so aku nak letak logo2 tu kat sini... hahaha...

ini exam yg bg sy amat susah arr.. CCNA stands for Cisco Certified Network Associate

ini plak Juniper Networks Certified Internet Associate (JNCIA).. both in routing and switching.. this is the entry level..

ni pulak same mcm yg before.. just that this is one level higher.. Juniper Networks Certified Internet Specialist (JNCIS)


ini plak bile certified lps amek 5 Microsoft exams.. utk MCITP(Microsoft Certified IT Professional) Enterprise Admin for Server 2008.. 5 exam.. gilo beb..

Alhamdulillah, dgn cert2 ni, sy diterima bekerja di Mesiniaga Berhad starting 1st Dec ni.. As network engineer..
syukur..
at first i was depressed, and disappointed with life.. but then, sun started to shine again.. as i said before, we wont always be at the bottom.. life isnt fair, thats what they said.. and sumtimes i say the same too.. but if life is fair for everybody, where will the meaning of sacrifice, heartbroken, sweet victory and plain misery resides?

we have to tune down the whining and be grateful more...
and i wanna thank to everybody that have always be by my side.. thanks guys..

'it aint much but its life'

habuk habuk....

huhu...

lame lak x tulis ape2... dah berhabuk dah ni...
haha... sampai kekok plak nak tulis...
anyways,

life skang: hard, damn hard...
training utk certifications blom abes, tp dah start melilau cr keje... and couple weeks back dpt interview from mesiniaga USJ branch... as network engineer...
the interview: waaaaaa damn dissapointing weh.... IQ test ade 2... math test lg... network test pastu.... aishhhh...

mmg amat2 mengecewakan... dah la bas or cab x masuk tempat tuh... jalan kaki(dlm hujan okayyy) sejauh beberape km br sampai civilization... wth....

sehari sblom tu dlm kepale tanam angan2 yg interviewer tu akan ckp cmni : "waaaaaa awak lah org yg kami cari selame ni.. u r the chosen one!!! awk bole mula keje sini, kami bagi gaji Rm 2000 sesaat.. dan kereta enam bijik utk awk... tahniah!!!"

then in the real interview, tunggu punye tunggu, xde lak interviewer tu kuarkan ayat yg mendekati ke arah angan2 aku tu... mmg x dkt langsung... haha.. mcm Mid Valley dgn penghujung galaksi bima sakti jauhnye...

then, reality hits me... this is life.. mula dari bwh, jgn byk bunyi, jgn berlagak mcm agong..
sigh..
in a way, i learn that we have to take what is prepared for us.. and adapt ourself.. situations wont always be as easy as a slice of cake, but thats what we have to deal with.. life aint no fairy tale guys...
Insyallah, rezeki akan dtg jugak....

till then, take care...

'it aint much but its life'

4 months flew by...

salam...

it has been 4 months since my last post... lame x update this blog... why? i cant answer that i think..
mayb i just dont want to tell u guys why.. hhehehe...
nak kate xde mase, uishhh.... banyak je mase... malas? mungkin...

Alhamdulillah i'm gonna be a graduate soon.. lepas bab belajar dah.. thanks MMU... hahha...
there are moments that i feel like deleting this blog.. because it has been so long since i wrote anything here.. but i cant... wanna know why?

because when i read back all my post, i see myself there.. thats me.. at that particular moment, in that particular condition.. its like looking into a mirror.. the feeling was fresh.. the blood feels warm... and the smiles were as fake as cheap rolex sold by the sidewalks...

and as i read and read, i realize all of my words arent bullshit at all... they were all true... mayb thats another thing why i cant delete this blog... it reminds me that if, the world by any chance only tell me lies and damaging words, i still have my own words in here... my true words that told me the truth, and never failed to give me hope and light...

i told myself that the day will never always be dark and gloomy.. light will shine upon us bringing new hopes and better feelings.. and that long awaited shine is slowly approaching me... my baby is back... and i can experience happiness again... i have left the darkness and now i can put on genuine smiles, 100% guarentee... hehe..

so, thumbs up 4 me.. and good luck to all of u who are still searching 4 that light... jangan putus asa, jangan putus harapan, and jangan putus kepercayaan..

salam..

'it aint much but its life'