it has been 4 months since my last post... lame x update this blog... why? i cant answer that i think..
mayb i just dont want to tell u guys why.. hhehehe...
nak kate xde mase, uishhh.... banyak je mase... malas? mungkin...
Alhamdulillah i'm gonna be a graduate soon.. lepas bab belajar dah.. thanks MMU... hahha...
there are moments that i feel like deleting this blog.. because it has been so long since i wrote anything here.. but i cant... wanna know why?
because when i read back all my post, i see myself there.. thats me.. at that particular moment, in that particular condition.. its like looking into a mirror.. the feeling was fresh.. the blood feels warm... and the smiles were as fake as cheap rolex sold by the sidewalks...
and as i read and read, i realize all of my words arent bullshit at all... they were all true... mayb thats another thing why i cant delete this blog... it reminds me that if, the world by any chance only tell me lies and damaging words, i still have my own words in here... my true words that told me the truth, and never failed to give me hope and light...
i told myself that the day will never always be dark and gloomy.. light will shine upon us bringing new hopes and better feelings.. and that long awaited shine is slowly approaching me... my baby is back... and i can experience happiness again... i have left the darkness and now i can put on genuine smiles, 100% guarentee... hehe..
so, thumbs up 4 me.. and good luck to all of u who are still searching 4 that light... jangan putus asa, jangan putus harapan, and jangan putus kepercayaan..
salam..
'it aint much but its life'
