habuk habuk....

huhu...

lame lak x tulis ape2... dah berhabuk dah ni...
haha... sampai kekok plak nak tulis...
anyways,

life skang: hard, damn hard...
training utk certifications blom abes, tp dah start melilau cr keje... and couple weeks back dpt interview from mesiniaga USJ branch... as network engineer...
the interview: waaaaaa damn dissapointing weh.... IQ test ade 2... math test lg... network test pastu.... aishhhh...

mmg amat2 mengecewakan... dah la bas or cab x masuk tempat tuh... jalan kaki(dlm hujan okayyy) sejauh beberape km br sampai civilization... wth....

sehari sblom tu dlm kepale tanam angan2 yg interviewer tu akan ckp cmni : "waaaaaa awak lah org yg kami cari selame ni.. u r the chosen one!!! awk bole mula keje sini, kami bagi gaji Rm 2000 sesaat.. dan kereta enam bijik utk awk... tahniah!!!"

then in the real interview, tunggu punye tunggu, xde lak interviewer tu kuarkan ayat yg mendekati ke arah angan2 aku tu... mmg x dkt langsung... haha.. mcm Mid Valley dgn penghujung galaksi bima sakti jauhnye...

then, reality hits me... this is life.. mula dari bwh, jgn byk bunyi, jgn berlagak mcm agong..
sigh..
in a way, i learn that we have to take what is prepared for us.. and adapt ourself.. situations wont always be as easy as a slice of cake, but thats what we have to deal with.. life aint no fairy tale guys...
Insyallah, rezeki akan dtg jugak....

till then, take care...

'it aint much but its life'

4 months flew by...

salam...

it has been 4 months since my last post... lame x update this blog... why? i cant answer that i think..
mayb i just dont want to tell u guys why.. hhehehe...
nak kate xde mase, uishhh.... banyak je mase... malas? mungkin...

Alhamdulillah i'm gonna be a graduate soon.. lepas bab belajar dah.. thanks MMU... hahha...
there are moments that i feel like deleting this blog.. because it has been so long since i wrote anything here.. but i cant... wanna know why?

because when i read back all my post, i see myself there.. thats me.. at that particular moment, in that particular condition.. its like looking into a mirror.. the feeling was fresh.. the blood feels warm... and the smiles were as fake as cheap rolex sold by the sidewalks...

and as i read and read, i realize all of my words arent bullshit at all... they were all true... mayb thats another thing why i cant delete this blog... it reminds me that if, the world by any chance only tell me lies and damaging words, i still have my own words in here... my true words that told me the truth, and never failed to give me hope and light...

i told myself that the day will never always be dark and gloomy.. light will shine upon us bringing new hopes and better feelings.. and that long awaited shine is slowly approaching me... my baby is back... and i can experience happiness again... i have left the darkness and now i can put on genuine smiles, 100% guarentee... hehe..

so, thumbs up 4 me.. and good luck to all of u who are still searching 4 that light... jangan putus asa, jangan putus harapan, and jangan putus kepercayaan..

salam..

'it aint much but its life'

lately..

salam..

emm lately my life seems to be in a lot of pressure.. mcm2 pressure.. financial(beli lagi bende2 merapu, padan muke sendiri), studies, personal, not too personal, not personal at all, bla bla bla.. hehehe... tp still kat muka buat2 mcm xde ape2 jadi.. its okay, i can handle pressure Insyallah.. hidup yg xde pressure ialah hidup yg x mencabar la kan.. hahahaha.. banyak la skang nak mencabar plak kan..

tapi lets face it la kan.. every single moment living in this world is a challenge.. everybody struggles to survive whether we realize it or not.. we are trying to make ends meet.. trying to strive in studies.. catching up with the datelines.. revising subjects that we left off.. keeping a good pace with every dimensions of life.. side by side semua.. kene selari.. seimbang.. xde kurang xde lebih.. 

bole wat semua tu? kalo rase bole, bole la.. tp kalo dari mula dah cakap : "Nyahhh... x bole nyahh.. kite x bole la nyahhh.. susahh nyahh.." mmg xkan bole la.. dah la cakap dlm nada yg menggelikan setiap rongga tubuh badan aku.. mangkuk.. kan dah kene.. padan muke..

seriously, kalo rase susah tu, berhenti berlari kejap.. plan.. tarik nafas.. plan.. ape nak wat.. ape patut wat.. ape kene wat.. ape x perlu wat.. ape yg penting.. ape yg remeh.. pastu sambung lari balik.. 

i wish u all the best in life.. life is like a ride.. we might as well have a blast from it okay.. good2.. so till next time, salam..

'it aint much but its life'

hikhikhik... hikhikhik... udah2 la tu.. hahaha...

sila rujuk gambar di atas..
hikhik... dah dapat dah.. titik peluh berhasil... yeah!!

i want it.. now... now!!!

salam...


wuuu... nak ini... nak ini sekarang... i want it now... arrgghhh... nak...

pagi ini indah... indahkah pagi?

salam...

eyyooo.. haha.. lame sungguh xde isi2 bernas dalam ni... sibuk la katekan... hmm ade je mase sbenarnye tp tak rajin.. huahaha.. wokeh.. sejak dua menjak tiga menjak ni, ramai ade masalah percintaan.. hohoho.. tu la bercinta lagi... padan muke kami.. haha.. eh silap.. kamu.. jadi, kali ni nak bagi tips bercinte.. kalo dah ade antare korang yg tgh cakap, "ape jadah la budak ni cakap psl cintan ni.. tah hape2.." kepade anda2 sekalian yg pk camtu, nampak lambang pangkah sebelah atas kanan browser ini? haa ape lagi, tekannn... aku punye blog, haku punye suke... hahahaha..

wokeh.. biar saye mulakan dengan pepatah yg saye cipta sendiri.. trademark ni ok.. nak gune, mintak izin.. "bercinta bagai menggenggam pasir di arus sungai".. trademark wokeh.. good.. baiklah.. pepatah ni kene diterangkan dalam 3 situasi..

*pertama.. kalo kite amek pasir sungai, pastu bukak tangan dekat arus sungai... pasir tu akan hilang dgn laju...

**kedua.. kalo kite genggam dgn sebelah tangan pasir tu kat arus sungai, pasir tu akan hilang jugak, tp lama sikit..

***ketiga.. kalo kite amek pasir tu, tutup dengan kedua belah tangan and letak kat arus sungai, pasir tu x pegi mane2..

conclusion.. dlm hubungan dua org, kalo tiada usaha langsung, maka dgn laju hubungan itu akan hilang(sila rujuk *).. kalo seorang je yg berusaha, hubungan tu akan bertahan sekejap je(sila rujuk **).. tp kalo dua2 pihak berusaha, Insyallah hubungan tu akan berkekalan..

"jodoh di tangan Tuhan, kite berserah je".. mmg betul, tp kene berserah je ke? duduk umah je tgk tv, tau2 dah ade jodoh dtg depan pintu? nope.. ape2 pun kene usaha.. sama jugak mcm rezeki.. semuanya di tangan Allah.. tp kalo kite x usaha, x dpt.. usaha pulak kene la setimpal dgn ape yg kite nak.. jgn la usaha sikit je, tp mengharap benda yg besar.. x bole.. contoh yg x bole buat ialah mcm ni: Abu ingin memiliki sebuah rumah banglo.. beliau amat nekad dan satu hari beliau berkata, "aku nak rumah banglo, jadi, mulai sekarang, aku akan goyang kaki aku sepantas pantasnye.. moga2 dgn usaha aku ini, aku akan dapat rumah banglo tersebut"... itu usaha tengkorak lutut ko.. mangkuk.. jgn ikut Abu tu wokeh.. good..

لَهُ مُعَقِّبَاتٌ مِّن بَيْنِ يَدَيْهِ وَمِنْ خَلْفِهِ يَحْفَظُونَهُ مِنْ أَمْرِ اللّهِ إِنَّ اللّهَ لاَ يُغَيِّرُ مَا بِقَوْمٍ حَتَّى يُغَيِّرُواْ مَا بِأَنْفُسِهِمْ وَإِذَا أَرَادَ اللّهُ بِقَوْمٍ سُوءًا فَلاَ مَرَدَّ لَهُ وَمَا لَهُم مِّن دُونِهِ مِن وَالٍ

"Bagi manusia ada malaikat-malaikat yang selalu mengikutinya bergiliran, di muka dan di belakangnya, mereka menjaganya atas perintah Allah. Sesungguhnya Allah tidak mengubah keadaan sesuatu kaum sehingga mereka mengubah keadaan yang ada pada diri mereka sendiri. Dan apabila Allah menghendaki keburukan terhadap sesuatu kaum, maka tak ada yang dapat menolaknya; dan sekali-kali tak ada pelindung bagi mereka selain Dia."(13:11)

semoga kite berjumpa lg.. Salam...

'it aint much but its life'

maaf.. maaf amat..

salam...

busy.. amatlah busy... lately i was and am still very busy... banyak amat keje.. assignments.. final year project.. banyak sgt idea dlm kepale otak.. nak tulis at sini.. tapi.. emm
skang keadaan masih belum mengizinkan.. maaf.. maaf..

kejap lg ade presentation human computer interaction.. and kene hantar assignment information system planning.. maaf.. maaf.. nanti ade mase terluang, ade rezeki, keluarlah semua idea yg nak ditulis.. jadi.. maaf.. maaf..
salam..

'it aint much but its life'